Am I just meant to be a joke? It feels like I’m meant to be joke. I have no job, no relationship, I’m incompetent, I have no talents, I can’t drive, I’m going to college even though I don’t know what to do with my life, and to top it all off I’m a social dunce. Everyone was telling me that once I got my diploma everything was going to change for the better. When? When are things going to get better? Everyone else seems to be doing better than they were a year ago, so why can’t I catch one stupid, stinking, lousy, god damned break?!